We made it to Oregon Sunday morning. Sunday and Monday it rained all day, so the kids were stuck inside. 6 kids. Let me tell you, I was about to pull my hair out.
I was so happy when the sun was out this morning, and we could get out of the house. We went for a walk down to one of the beaches. I haven't been here in 4 years and didn't realize how much I missed it until now.
The hole in my chest opened up just a little wider today. I miss Tin Man so much, and standing there looking at this beautiful view all I wanted to do was scream because he wasn't there with me.
Watching my sister and her husband and their family interact is hard too. I know this is what we need, but even this is going to require baby steps.