Oregon

We made it to Oregon Sunday morning.  Sunday and Monday it rained all day, so the kids were stuck inside.  6 kids.  Let me tell you, I was about to pull my hair out.

I was so happy when the sun was out this morning, and we could get out of the house.  We went for a walk down to one of the beaches.  I haven't been here in 4 years and didn't realize how much I missed it until now. 

The hole in my chest opened up just a little wider today.  I miss Tin Man so much, and standing there looking at this beautiful view all I wanted to do was scream because he wasn't there with me. 

Watching my sister and her husband and their family interact is hard too.  I know this is what we need, but even this is going to require baby steps.