Some days I wake up in a good mood, feel like maybe things might be headed in the right direction. Then I have other days where I feel like I've been punched in the gut and can barely function.
Then I have days that start out good, but something happens and it all goes south.
Yesterday was a good day. I went to lunch with a friend, worked 2 hours in Sugar Pea's class, and even ran some much needed errands. Today is the complete opposite. Today I feel like life is happening around me but I can't seem to jump on board.
I don't expect people to understand. The only people that can truly
understand are those that have gone through the loss of a spouse. So be
thankful you don't understand. As frustrating as it is on my side, I'm
glad not many of my friends or family understand.